Greetings..soooo I decided today that I despise waiting. I hate waiting on anything in life. It hit me that I am completely obsessed with getting through situations as quickly as possible....than on to the next task. For example, I walk 9 -10 blocks everyday from the train station to my apartment. There is a bus that comes about every 5 minutes down my street.. But what do I do? Yep, I walk because I don't even have the temperament to even wait on the bus!
I just can never bring myself to wait. I feel like I'm being so unproductive!
Right now..I feel like I'm waiting for everything in life- internship, graduation, moving to New York, a fun loving relationship,etc.- and feel helpless b/c Ive been doing everything in my power to make these things come faster..
Yes, I know Patience is a virtue but wow.....im beginning to hate it. Im currently learning to use my waiting in time in life to be productive and work on myself. This is my test of faith. I always seem to give my issues to God and believe that He will take care of everything in due time. I have to learn everything its beautiful in due time and their is a reason why God has me waiting. Im just trying to keep my mind busy since we all know idle time is the devil's workshop. So i have been trying to spark my creativity, stay focus, & untangle my thoughts. I've been trying to catch up on small things I said I would do. For example I finally bought "The Devils Wears Prada" (yes i know its sad im a fashion student and im just know watching it) as inspiration;0. People don't realize that once you stepped out to pursue your dream,it takes just as much energy to stay inspired and not discouraged;0
Life Lesson #324..will they ever stop????
I still love Life:)
Miracles & Blessings
God Bless
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